"Tuesday, Jul 27th, 2010 -- You may be required to open your eyes and see your world differently today. You are continuing to learn lessons about the pitfalls of pushing forward too fast. There are serious issues that must be handled and they won't disappear until you are willing to face them head-on, so don't waste time trying to hide. Get busy by dragging things out in the open, for the sooner you begin this process, the sooner you are."
Quite true. :) I learn lessons everyday. I am grateful to learn those lessons.
So lately I know myself and some close friends of mine have all been trying to find a religion per say. I would like to say that I am not associated with any religion in particular. I don't believe God is really his name. I believe there is a higher being that created us all. I believe in karma. I sure get enough of it lol. But really I believe in that kinda thing.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
"Babe, I know it's soul but could you bottle it up?"
So yesterday I was definitely reminiscing on the past. I have lost a lot of people in my life, and by lost I don't mean they have pasted away I mean they aren't in my life anymore. I used to have like 3 really close friends, and I don't talk to any of them.
Haley.... Well I haven't close with here for maybe 4 or 5 years. I love the girl, but we had lessons to learn on our own. 11 years of being that close doesn't just go away. I used to think that we would never ever be apart. I can be naive. I was disappointed in how our friendship ended.
Mandi, hehe i love that girl to but same deal with her. I feel her progression back into my life, but it's definitely not there yet. Out my really close friends I have known here the least coming in at about 6 years. She was the one I was most protective over which she hated. I learned a very useful lesson from our friendship. You can't protect your friends, you just have to deal with their broken ass when they come back knowing they messed up.
Christina, I really want to get close with her again, I mean she does live only an hour and half away from me. She has got things to sort out in her life. I have known her so long. 11 years as well, but I have known her the longest out of all of them. She is a sister to me for sure. When she moved before 7th grade I was so lost. She grew up without me even knowing and now that we live so close I want to get close again.
For all the people in my life that I have lost I want to say that you all made a big impact in my life and I learned a lesson from each and every person that has come and gone from my life. I wish I didn't have to lose people, but it is a part of life.
Reality you suck. <3
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Blogger Virgin!
So this is probably really lame but I want to start a blog. I write in a journal to get a lot off my chest and I thought that maybe blogging would be cool and also get a lot off my chest! So I hope I am not too lame and you guys like it! I am just gonna write down thoughts and events that go on in my in my life. It will be a new unique way to stay in touch with what's going on in my life!
So this video I am in love with! Watch it!
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